The struggle is real.

So, the struggle is real.

After i graduate, leaving Jatinangor and back to Bekasi everyhting's change.

Totally change.

I don't even know myself anymore, which is super weird.

I'm losing some of people who always be with me. 

Who i can call at 2am and immediately come.

Who i can share my real feeling and make me heal suddenly.

Who i can tell about my bullshit things.

Who i can mock when i dont feel good that day, but still stay with me even i let out my harsh word to them.

Who i can critisize without feeling afraid that they'll hate me.

The thing is even i do have a lot of problems back then, i always feeling so blessed. Maybe it is all because people around me.

I wish that i could turn back the time. But i know that would be impossible.

Life is moving,so are we.

When i said the struggle is real, I mean i just realize that i don't know what i wanna do.

I even confuse about my real passion.

People are so booming about working with their passion or build up a startup which related to their passion.

And me?I dont know.

A lot of people giving me advice that i need to find my real passion, so that i could move forward.

It is indeed make me feel so stressful when people ask me "what is your passion?" Gosssssh.....stop asking that.

Well, sometimes i lie to them or i just said that i still dont know what my passion is til now, which is non sense at this age i still couldn't find it.

Is it only me who feel about this situation?or there's a lot of people out there who feel the same with me.